Rollercoaster ride with Him
I am here sitting on my bed, thinking about the past 4 years of my life, and then going back further to my school days. Never thought I could be here, now, at this moment. I thought I knew everything, and that life would be doing its work. But…
But I was wrong, even though there was knowledge, there was that vast emptiness, a feeling that can not be explained, lost in what I want and what I feel. Life was not easy, everything seems to crumble, I tried my best to get it going, but I felt that it was out of my power, things just didn’t work out as itshould. But…
But God, God took me on a rollercoaster ride, still it makes my eyes tearful, thinking about how God changed my life in the past 4 years, I went from suicide contemplating, depressed guy to a happy, laughing and full of love guy. Nothing changed, not my financial status, not my career (although adjusted time frames), not my home. Just one thing, God happened. My heart changed, my mind, my thoughts and my emotions. And…
And now I am serving my Jesus, my Saviour. I love everything about Him, He taught me how to love, how to live, how to be filled. Today, I am here because of Him, Back then I had everybody around me but I felt alone, today none of them were around me but I didn’t feel alone for a second. That’s how much He has filled me. And..
And all I want to say is simple, if you are struggling, if you have tried everything and still it’s the same, Jesus is there, have your own personal relationship with Him. He can do wonders, I am speaking from experience.
